Last time I tried to say goodbye, I said it directly to you but then you hung on... this time, I am saying goodbye for good here. Since you stopped writing first, I'm not writing back. I'm going back to the time before we met, before we fell in love, before you let me down, and before I got hurt. I'm disappointed with the way it all turned out, especially since I believed I would spend the rest of my life with you at one point; but I can't say I'm sorry to let you go now. The man I knew and loved isn't the man you are showing me now. You feel like a stranger and I can't keep waiting for someone who isn't being honest with me or even with themselves. I always said I probably wouldn't date again if we didn't work out, but I think I owe it to myself to keep an open mind. I may not rush out and find someone, but if someone finds me, I'm going to give it my best shot. I deserve to be treated with love for once. I'm not going to settle for you any more