J-

If I made a move to be your friend in 2018, would you have let me in? If I told you how I really felt about you, would you have said anything? Maybe along the lines of “I feel the same way” or maybe “I only see you as a friend”

Or maybe “I don’t see you as anything at all”

I’m still unsure what this sudden jumpstart came from, but felt similar to when I first had feelings for you.

-S