Note to self:

You deserve love. It is far more painful for you to hold on at this point than it is to let go. It’s only hurting you to wind yourself so tightly around the idea of someone who isn’t meant for you. You’re lovely and bright and beautiful. You bring so much joy to people’s lives. No, finding a partner won’t complete you but being loved by someone who knows and appreciates that youre a blessing to their life...that’s something you’ve been waiting for. That’s something that’s waiting for you. Now let go and go get it.