you will always, when i say always i mean ALWAYS, have a place in my heart. i know that i won't in yours. If only i was 17, just like you, maybe you would want me the way you want her. You wouldn't have kissed her the night before you took me on a date. james, u broke my heart without noticing. i thought we could make the 4 year difference work but you deciding that it wasnt worth trying. You shouldn't have told me i looked pretty and just like a princess that night, especially when you were thinking of her. God i hate her james, i really do. Shes perfect, shes everything im not. Shes everything im insecure about. If she was 14 like me would you still want her? you said " you have a good heart. and youre gorgeous. and i do wish to stay friends..." why would i want to stay friends james? you shattered me, you broke me. of course i said i wanted to stay friends as well. but i didnt mean it. i wanted to be the girl u looked at with a smile, the girl you held in ur arms, the girl u wanted. i will always love you