I’m still in contact with my ex. My ex is a girl. I’m a girl. We were together for about 5 years.

I am falling for a guy. I really like him. So much.

I feel like I was in a trance when I was with my ex.

Like she made me addicted & obsessed with her.

I know I wouldn’t date another girl again. I know I’m not into girls. I don’t know how and why this happened.

How do I explain all of this to someone?