You're no longer a part of my life. I just want to let you go now. I need to stop obsessing over you. I need to move on. I want to stop looking for you everywhere I go. It's unlikely I'll ever see you again. I'll always care about you but you'll never be mine. I want this pain to end. I want to feel normal again. We never even dated and you'll never know how I feel about you. So why am I letting these feelings control me? Why do I miss you so much that I get choked up? Why am I still crying over you?

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  • Anon
one year ago

seems like this person is more than Love, you have a connection with them that's beyond your control, beyond your understanding of it.

If it helps, instead of struggling over this, accept it. Maybe that's the easier route to moving on.

♡

  • anonymous lover
one year ago

just reach out.

  • OC
one year ago

It's been two months today since I last saw her. It still hurts just as much as then. I don't know exactly why I feel so strongly about her. All I know is I fell for her and I'll never see her again. I know I shouldn't love her so much. Besides, she's getting married soon so there's no reason to reach out to her. :(

  • mads
one year ago

the same thing happened to me. i promise the obsession will eventually fade, maybe not totally but they will stop being the forefront of all your thoughts. you can and will move on if you let it happen x

  • OP
one year ago

@mads Thank you. I'm trying to ride these feelings out but it's so hard. I'm not crying over her as much anymore, at least. It still hurts but I'm trying.

  • L
5 months ago

this hits so hard :(

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