if only i had a way to see into the future to see how our relationship ends so that i can finally stop worrying and feeling depressed about how stupid i am for falling for you. you are amazing i see no flaw in your personality and to know that someone as perfect as you and someone as stupid as me will never be together. it hurts me so much. i wish i never loved you like i do now, i wish i never got to know you, i wish you loved me like like i do, i wish so many things and yet god hasent given me the chance to have them. maybe it's meant to be that way but the only question is why?