seesaw playing on my feed is INSANE.

sometimes i forget that i went to watch the movie with my cousin. but Suga is an incredible soloist.

i think as i delve deeper into their artistry and their work and the intention behind it, i realize why my cousin and sister love their music so much. too bad my FAVORITE ONE. was being a stoopid boi. lol.

but no, it’s genuinely so soulful. map of the soul duh.

i wrote for an application today. my first time writing something like that in a while. four pages long aha.

i read and reread. and it was incredibly vulnerable. i forget how much personal statements are so…personal. and it was nice. to see how i’ve grown in my perspective of failure. but also in recognizing my weaknesses…as motivation to build up strength.

it’s why my little lanyard for the keys for my car is a purple little whale. for 00:00. “and you‘re gonna be happy.” for my sister. aha she reminds me to keep coming back home. maybe that’s why i made that reference into something i take everywhere with me.

the very first song i couldn’t feel anything to. now it brings me to tears everytime. tho mikrokosmos is special because it reminds me of stars in the sky. it feels hopeful.

anyways.

HA! issok i’m in my letting go era so it’s nice to rewrite the people please oldest sister narrative. hm hm hmmmm, when did i forget to use my voice and speak up for what i believe in?

- pinkfluffyclouds