I pray that you will find your happiness even if that happiness doesn’t include me anymore.
Did you ever just know? Did you ever just get an instant feeling of a person.
A first glanze and you know. This is someone special.
So I did. Last year. Exactly a year ago I came to this place.
I saw him. I saw him looking at me. Or maybe he didn't. Nevertheless I saw him.
I saw him.
Life came in the way and I had to leave the place. I didn't think much more about him. Why would I, he was there and I didn't know him.
It is one year later, I am back at the school, and when I see him again I feel like no time has passed
and that instant feeling of him is the same. But this time even stronger.
I've never spoken to him directly. But I feel it so bad.
There is only one thing that is messing it all up again
I might have to leave
and this time I probably wont see him again.
And I think maybe it would be best for me to leave again,
I want to stay solely to get to know him.
But I know how fucked up that decision would be.
At the same time, leaving and not ever getting to know him
is making me so so so so sad.
I don't know what to do.
i'm not sure if i like him. because i only like talking to him. does it mean i like him??? oh i wish i don't have to think abou this
Unrequited love is a loss.
It is normal to feel grief, anger, denial, and all the other things a person might feel after loss. Your feelings about the person you love are real, and the hopes you had had are real.
In our culture, we don’t give space to mourn the loss of unrequited love. We tend to say either “Go get ‘em, try harder, your love will win out eventually!” or “Stop being pathetic and get over it.”
And neither of these are healthy
I can’t sleep. When my phone buzzed, I got excited thinking it was you. It was a game notification.
Things were better before I fell for you. Now look what happened. Why must this hurt so much?