Why is it that I only yearn for you?
I've told myself countless times that I do not need you. I remind myself of how you manipulated and invaded my privacy, and quite frankly I find myself thinking about how the good outweighs the bad. But I know, I know so well that I'd never want to go through it all again. Even though this was years ago and I've been in a few relationships, my heart traces for you.
I know well enough that I have no business with you. Yet, no matter how many times I tell myself that my life is fine without you or that I'd never want to see you again ... quite stupidly, I do want to see you.
It's so stupid, really. I know it so well that you're not worth the trouble yet all I've ever wanted and hoped for has always been you.
- Im just like legally blonde and im gonna have my happy ending like the did in the movie.
Dear wordweaver,
I believe I’ve finally reached to the end. The chapter is over. The book is finished. 10 years of writing to you, and I’ve finally, finally reached the close.
I wish you all the best in life.
This is Poeme, signing off.
I know this probably isn’t the right place, but this community has always helped me theough heartbreak before.
My dad was diagnosed with cancer. That metastasized to the bones. I don’t have all the info yet, but they said cancer like this usually gives a person months to a year.
I dont want to lose my dad, guys. I’m so scared and angry and feel alone cos I’m being strong for my mom but I was sitting with him while he was sleeping with tears just.. unstoppable.
I don’t know why I’m writing this here except that.. part of me (okay all of my hope)believes that prayer can change things and cause miracles. So please pray for a miracle. For the cancer to go away.
My mom said she doesnt know if she can life without him. I can’t imagine losing my life partner like this.
I’m so lost.
I don't think you understand how much I like you.
I don't think I understand just how much I might love you.
When you don't text your crush and they don't text you...hope faltering feelings with surges of independence. Gotta be strong gotta be strong gotta be strong
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When we look at each other it’s not the same anymore. Instead of love I feel pain, the more I think about it each day the more my heart breaks.
You aren’t the same any more, you’ve changed. What happend to the person I knew, the boy who was different and could light up my world whenever he walked into the room. Some days when I do look into those eyes of yours, I see that boy and I want to tell him how much I miss him. But instead I watch in silence and shed tear.
Poetic M
When we looked into each others eyes, there was something that made us not want to look away. We would laugh like there was no one else in the room and we would talk like we’d known each other for years.
Now when I look into your eyes, I feel the colour in my world is drained. I see grey but the only colourful thing is your eyes, they stare deep into my soul. Your eyes stare at me like a cry for help but all I can do is have you constantly on my mind, waiting for you to speak.
Poetic M