I found out someone I love had been seeing someone for awhile but didn't have the heart to tell me.

It was quite painful cause our relationship to each other seemed very twin-flame like.

I'm glad she found someone to be happy with. I'm not okay for now, and the best thing for me to do was walk away and cut ties because I need to care for myself.

I've been hurt and rejected many times, but for some reason, this is excruciatingly painful.

I find that I'm grieving the loss of someone I never had. Romantically speaking. I'm really trying to be kind and gentle to myself, it's okay to take time to heal.

I say that to myself knowing I'm broken beyond repair.

A pair of idiots 

I like the mole underneath your right eye. I like the way your eyes crinkle when you smile or laugh. I like the fact that when you think of something funny or state a joke, you immediately look back at me to see if I am laughing. And the fact that we know what each other are thinking, just by one look.

It’s been over six years and you stand out. There’s just one you. No one else reminds me of you in any way. Time has confirmed you’re special. But I knew that six years ago.

i dream myself in terminals, watching you follow ghosts into bike lanes and cross your chest before you mount for the fox hunt. i never see the sun here but the darkness is nothing compared to a homonym lover who waits for my punchlines. i wish you peace and a fine toothed comb.

the hardest thing i have ever had to do was pretend i don’t love u

How am I the only one feeling this?

Don't you feel this? Don't you feel me?

i hope we end up in the same nursing home

does it ever scare you that someday we will not be doing this stuff. someday we’ll grow out of it or stop loving each other so these websites will become useless to us

On one hand, we get along. You make me smile, and occasionally give me little pieces of a puzzle much larger than what meets the eye. I can imagine us together, I think It could work.

On the other, I'm not convinced I can attain the beauty you so effortlessly radiate.

we aren’t meant to be and that is okay - i accept that. i know you will always be my first love, one who i fell deeply in love with all those years ago and still to this day love you. it is strange, loving you like this - basically a stranger to me after all this time not seeing you. my heart will always love you, you feel like home to me.